After 30 years I still don't know why am I here in this world? 

Living day by day without a clear purpose for someone like me, who plan every small little thing sometimes can be depressing..

For Holidays - I plan where I want to go, where to eat, what to wear, etc..TO MAXIMIZE ALL THE TIME I HAVE AND LOOK GOOD IN ALL MY PHOTOS

For Kid's Birthdays - I plan at least 3 months in advance, the theme, the invite, the cake, the goodiebag, etc..TO HAVE THE COOLEST BIRTHDAY THAT HE WILL REMEMBER FOR LIFE

For Work - I plan what I need to achieve, what skwho I need to talk to etc...TO BE THE BEST EMPLOYEE AND GET ALL THE PRAISES

But what about for Life?  Why am I here? What do I need to plan to achieve my purpose of life?

I Love the feeling of being in love..
From the time cupid brought into my eyes a stranger, the anxiety to get his attention, the excitement when he finally notice my presence, butterflies in my tummy, all the long interesting talks, sharing secrets and laughter, the warm hugs and sweet kisses...

Until..
one or both of us get bored..
one or both of us get angry..
one or both of us get sick with the hugs & kisses..
one or both of us then said.. let's be stranger again..

And let me tell you.. the pain is beyond unbearable

So when you fall in love, embrace it..
Cherish every single moment you have together..before your time is up..

Jacksonville

My first business trip and Bank sent me to Jacksonville Florida :)) 3rd Sept 2011 - 5th Oct 2011

It's been great so far! :)
Thanks for Anwar who's being so nice..bringing me around :D




Unique things I found out today:
- Movie is free seating here in Jax
- Maxwell House Coffee factory is @ Downtown Jax..I can smell the coffee when we passed by the factory
- Downtown Jacksonville looks exactly like Raffles Place & Boat Quay


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Someone new has become my top priority

Oh noo i thought i've posted this one..seems like mommy is so forgetful lately..

So this should be posted around 1 week ago..



Yep I am 9 weeks and 5 days pregnant today :) And from now on I've decided to keep on writing about my new precious experience..so that once my baby grow up I won't forget how it feels to have him / her inside my womb :))

I can say this 9 weeks have been pretty tough for me..keep on falling sick..even went to emergency room once few weeks back due to my bad bd asthma!!(please don't come back during this period,,my baby needs oxygen)
I've been vomitting a lot also..can't barely look at garlic..typing it even make me feel sick..I think my baby doesn't like it as I do :)

But on top of those tough times..I feel blessed! :) God has given me a wonderful blessings :) carrying someone's life inside me :) Chalaya (the proud dad) is also very supportive :)) he's so excited..he's looking for a stetoscope wanting to hear his baby :)) he showers me with lots of attention also..the love of a father :))

So God, I thank you for your blessings..please give my baby health and protect him/her inside :) Amen

Ok so short notes for keepsake today:
- my baby hates onion
- my baby loves arem-arem

xoxo,
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11 Weeks :)

Today baby is 11 weeks..
And 2 days ago me & chalaya went to see a doctor..
The baby is already 4.1cm :)) we heard the heartbeat also..very fast :D my baby is healthy!!Yippiee..keep growing baby <3
Here's how comfortable my baby is inside :))


Mommy has been throwing up a lot lately..I still couldn't find way to treat it..I've tried to eat chocolate/bread/milo/pastry in the morning and none of it fits me & baby..But last night I read a book and the book said "Mom who vomits more during her 1st trimester has lesser chace for miscarriage" :) so that made me feel a lot better..

Ok 9 more days before my first long trip with baby!! :D can't wait!!

Note:
- Baby loves cheese :)
- Baby doesn't like Hawker centre smell
- I'm looking for cute pregnancy journal

Xoxo,
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Korean Food is Superb!

I wanna go back to Korea to have this fried rice that you can cook yourself..I can't recall what's the name of this food..not so easy to find restaurant selling this for me..I tried 2 times tho..

I'll make sure for my next trip with chalaya I'll document every single thing..receipt,boarding pass & the most important thing the picture of the restaurant so that we can go back there someday..

Well it's almost the end of 2010..time flies man!
More trips with Chalaya next year <3 amen!



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Random #1

I promise no more meat / rice for a week!hopefully can last forever!

No more Gluttony in me!!

xoxo,
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