:) :)

i want to update my last blog..
my 21st is not that bad..it's sweet and nice :D
i thought none of my colleagues know about my bday..
but then this lunch time,,surprisingly they brought me a cake ;D

i prayed last night to be surrounded by someone who love me,,and here they are the gift from God :)
my friends..thank you..i couldn't ask for more :)

many people said 21 is a very special age..
that's why if you go to hallmark or preciousthots u'll find a special deck only for
"Happy 21st Bday" cards..So is turning 21 is really a big deal?
FYI i'm officially 21 today..and what i can say is not my favorite bday..
my sweet17 is so much better..or my other birthday with my friends are so much much better..
but my 21st?oh u better don't  ask..

last nite i went to the muvi with a friend of mine,,he's on a business trip in singapore for a week..
we watched sex n the city, one muvi that reminds us how important friends are in our life :) (which make me feel even worst abt my bday actually)..
after muvi we went to starbucks chit chat this and that until 11.30 then i decided to go home,,wanna be home on my bday..
but then it was raining and as usual most of the cabs in singapore don't want to go my house area..
i was waiting in the rain and like almost 12 i finally gt a cab..
i was crying like a baby last night..my worst bday,,no family,,no friends,,just me and the taxi driver..
what make me feel even worst one man who is my closest friend of mine now,,jz message me happy bday and said he's going to sleep..
PERFECTO!

i called my sister afterwards, make me feel better she said she's about to call me :)
and she wake my mams,,paps,,and brother up..they r like trying to cheer me up back there :)
love love love you guys to the max!!
i reached my place around 12+, i wipe my tears and in a hurry go up want to sleep and pretend like it's not my bday..and I'll be fine (doesn't really work that way)
but then surprisingly..in front of my door there he is!:) :)
with a cake and one big paper bag (i know my gift is inside ;D he3)..
a man that i really want to see on my birthday :) thank you.. i think i smiled damn big last night when i saw him :D
he was wearing my favorite shirt of his..a t-shirt with a word SUPER on it :) :)
I think he's the only one i like about my 21st bday :) my best gift for my 21st.

As a result of not so perfect bday, i was so lazy to wake up this morning..
i want to sleep the whole day so that 11th june can fastly change to 12th..
but then i have one application to port today,,and I can't just skip it bcoz of my bday..
i'm 21 now,,must be more responsible right?must act like a mature..
it was raining this morning (don't know why last nite it was raining and this morning also,,sigh is it really my bday?!)
I was rushing and taraaaaaaaa,,i slipped..yes i fell down with my heels for a thousand times..
I stand up,,clean my dress and smile :)
I'm not dreaming and I'm 21!well now I must face the cruel world..i'm not a little girl anymore..
so no more time to cry..i think SUPERCHACA is about to change now :D

so here i am at the office with no one knows it's my bday..
it's just the same day as yesterday .. trying to get used to it .. and now i feel better :)
turning 21 is not a big deal for SUPERCHACA..hehehe..

Happy 21st bday Superchaca :) :)

Before I sleep last night I prayed and thank God for giving me another year :) and what I ask from HIM is..
i only wish i'm not alone and i'm surrounded by those who love me..i think that's all that i want for my birthday..
I want to love and to be loved :)

Special Thanks to:
Affin Alkindi - for the surpize,,the very nice hazelnut cake,,the hug,, and the gift :)

Mamah - thanks for the camera :) :) hehehe..

Ombay - yg hari ini umroh dan mau doain aku dari sana :)

Reza Irawan - thaks for the call last night :) even this year is without your 'happy bday mbing' song..he3..really appreciate u called :)

Chanti - my dearest rumet yg menelvonku di pagi hari :) me miss u berry much!

and those who send me bday texts and wishes:)

Thanks for the love :) you are my reasons to live..

my apes day turned to be my luckiest day

owkaaay..it's 12 plus already..udh super capeek..tapi harus nulis blog dl..
soalnya tadi bener"dapet banyak hal yg klo ngga dicatet skrg ntar psti lupa..well for short hari ini the BEST OT ever..lembur paling bermakna..he3..td my manager abis kerjaan beres gitu share a lot of things yg for me siih..kaya tamparan keras byar gw tuh sadar..tadi dya kasih tau gimana c byar bs dapetin mimpi"kita dengan memaksimalkan apa yg kita punya..

di blog"sebelomnya gw pernah tulis ttg all of my dreams this and that..tapi setelah tadi gw baru sadar,,gw mimpiii doank..usahanya ngga ada!!gimana my super 5 years plan bs jd kenyataan kalo gw kaya gini terus..gw mulai kerja tanggal 14 Januari dan sekarang udh tanggal 3 juni..berarti udh hampir 5 bulan yaah..tapi kalo ditanya,,berapa tabungan yg saya punya?jawabannya MINUS! -_-

padahal punya 1 goal yg harus dicapai dalam waktu 2 tahun yg amat sangat penting untuk menunjang mimpi2 gw yg lain..tapi koq duit bs defisit gini!
mau jadi apa kalo gw kaya gini terus?i think udh saatnya for me to WAKE UP!
and I know that I CAN START to change my life from now :)
kayanya ada alasannya deh kenapa gajian bulan ini baru masuk tanggal 3 which is terribly late..
Tuhan lagi kasih blessing :) lagi mau ngingetin kalo gw punya banyak mimpi yg harus gw wujudkan (which is a LOT bigger than dresses, bags, or shoes) dan sampai saat ini gw belom ada effort to reach my dreams!

errm around next week I'll be 21 :) which means,,udh bener"harus mikir bwt masa depan..tadi sempet kepikir nyeseel deh 5 bulan ini bener"ngga dapet apa"..tapi skrg g nyesel lagi :) bulan kemaren udh bs kasih mamah half of my salary and it feels SUPER!:)seneeeeeeeng bgt..mskipun skrg bokek..dan mulai bulan ini..aku mau coba tips"yg baru gw dapet dr koko tadi :)
I think I must try to read more about investment, insurance, savings and all of these things this weekend..

padahal kemaren ngerasa jadi orang paling apes sedunia,,secara udh lagi bokek..tau"bank ada masalah jadi salary telat masuk..tapi bener"deh malam ini I feel so blessed :)
I thank GOD for letting me face this..I thank God for letting the bank delayed my salary,,I thank GOD for such letting me stay back at the office tonite so that I can listen to my manager's advice :)

TUHAN baik bgt c!!:) :) I LOVE YOU LORD!


special thanks to: my manager ko Christian,,yg malam ini udh bener"ngingetin aku..kalo 100k also starts with $1 :) if I can start now..I'm sure I can reach my dreams :)

library is only for geeks?

kalo pas diindo ada yg nyamperin terus nanya,,dimana letak national library berada pasti gw bakal kalang kabut deh jawabnya..since semenjak lulus SMA udh g pernah ke perpus yg ada di indo lg..pas SMA jg itu pas pelajaran agama doank d..kalo ngga psti bawaanya males deh ke perpus..(kenapa yah koq gw kaya anti bgt sama perpus?)

dulu pas SD gw sering nginep di rumah nenek gw nah,,di deket rumahnya (dulu) ada perpustakaan nasional..dulu gw sama sepupu"gw sering kesana minjem komik..pas SD c sukanya minjem serial cantik..terus sepupu gw yg cowo pasti minjem tin-tin kalo ngga asterisk..seinget gw dulu c perpusnya agak"dusty gitu..soalnya kalo abis dari perpus pasti asma gw kambuh..hehehe..jadi kalo pulang dari perpus psti d msti minum obat..(sepertinya ini salah 1 penyebab gw malas ke perpus)

trus pas kuliah di KL jg ngga beda jauh..library is (STILL) like a sacred place for me..tapi frekuensinya mulai bertambah c dibanding pas SD dan SMA(tp tetep g beda jauh kenaikan rekuensinya ;p) kalo pas kuliah gw psti ke library around week12-13 deh..pas musim mw exam,,kalo udh gbs belajar di kamar..baru deh ke library..eh eh gw baru inget..pas semester terakhir gw agak rajin deh week"awal gw kalo malem suka ke library,,review pelajaran gitu..canggih abis..(tapi yah g bertahan lama..kayanya g sampe 1 bulan deh niat mulianya..hahaha..tapi terus my roomate yg suka membaca (tidak seperti saya) menemukan bahwa di library bisa pinjem"filem..he3 gara"itu intensitas ke library jg jadi sedikit meningkat pas kuliah..intinya msh belum menyukai perpus c..

nah teruuus surprisingly..semenjak di singapore yaah..gw suka bgt deh yg namanya ke library..sampe"kalo lunch nih pasti gw hobby ngajak)dengan sedikit memaksa hehehe) cubiclemate gw Irawan ke perpus (soalnya dya yg punya kartu member he3 jd gw bs nebeng minjem). Asli deh perpus di singapore sih kerennya poooll!!kayanya kalo suntuk tuh bs dijadiin my so-called "superchaca's comfort zone".

Tapi ini tidak terjadi secara instant,,dulu gw selalu menganggap si cubiclemate gw ini agak aneh karena suka bgt ke library..gw sampe bingung ngapain c koq klo lunch suka ke library..emang c kantor gw itu g gitu jauh sama salah satu national librarynya singapore..eh terus yg tetep bikin dl gw tambah bingung dya bilang tyap weekend dya selalu ke library..and I was like,,puhleaseee..library?ngapaiiiin c weekend di library?koq geeky banget!(oke"di pikiran gw dulu library tuh cm bwt geeks,,i know I'm wrong!)

tapi begitu pertama x gw diajak si cubiclemate gw ke library..I was like..WOW!kaya gini yah librarynya?ini tampak depan library yg ada di deket kantor gw..

keren kaan?dalemnya apa lagi..no wonder deh kenapa si cubiclemate suka bgt yah ke library..his favorite c comic section..but for me..directly gw ke magazine section..gila semua imported magz ada ajah looh..dan yg jadi my 1st-thing-1st tuh majalah Hair nya UK..he3 sukaaa bgt..dya suka kasih tips"gimana cara blow rambut..dll..buku"self motivationnya jg banyaak yg bagus"looh..gw pernah baca buku ttg diet (itu termasuk self motivation kan?) he3 ok2 I'm still me yg ngga (belom) suka baca buku"berat..tp at least skrg kan udh ngga anti library :D udh mulai baca dikit"..udh punya Borders member card lagi (he3 niatnya c mau beli buku setiap bulan..diaminin deh niat mulianya cha!xD)

terus"back to library thingy,,tadi abis OT dari kantor gw ke library yg di esplanade nemenin si onyet belajar..dan yg ini sih librarynya super looh..keren gilaaa..kaya lagi di mana yaah..hard to describe deh..so cozy..so warm..bikin mau stay so long disana deh..oiyah FYI library disini is so high tech gitu..pas mw minjem buku dl gw sempet gaptek bgt gtw gimana caranya..since gw bingung banyak mesin"gitu orang pada queue tp gw malu mau nyobanya..he3 jadi gw nunggu si cubiclemate gw deh..ternyata kalo mw minjem kita msti msukkin kartu kita ke mesin itu trs buku yg kita mau tinggal ditaro di atas tap nya ajah gitu..keren abis (apa gw doank yg norak yah?xp) di dalem ngga boleh foto"c..jadi cm bs foto dari pintu depan deh..

oiyahh lupa bilang,,di library yg Esplanade yah jg banyak film"yg bs dipinjem :D duh kayanya yg library Esplanade ini bakal jadi mw fave library..tadi belom sempet explore banyak c..soalnya udh mau closing time gitu pas dateng..tapiii yaaah kayanya c tadi library itu ada yg beda soalnya ada cowo lucu yg lagi belajar yg berhasil gw foto dengan ngumpet"..(tapi abis difoto ngambek dya)..he3..kalo baca pasti GR deh si onyet dibiling gw lucu..

onyet lg belajar serius ;p

well for conclusion,,library is not only for geeks!!it's a fun place for people with different interests :D yg kaya gw bisa ke section magazine lyat"baju apaa sih yg lagi trend tips"rambut laah and all the girls stuff,, yg kaya my cubiclemate bs ke comic section,,kalo msh ada my dearest roomate dya psti seneng ke dvd collectionnya yg banyak abiis (library kampus lewat chan!xp),,nah yg kaya si onyet bs ke study roomnya belajar dengan tenang (mskipun tadi agak terganggu dengan keberadaan orang norak kaya gw he3)..so if u can't find me @Orchard on weekend,,probably gw lagi lost in library..(tp for this weekend find me in the office yaah..kerjaan belom selesai"..hwaaaa wish me luck guys sabtu minggu harus ke office lagi T_T)

A truly great library contains something in it to offend everyone. ~Jo Godwin

my super bucket list

Gara"weekend kemaren ntn film a bucket list yg keren abiiis dan sangat meaningful,

hari ini aku terinspirasi utk ngelist my wish list bwat 5 taun mendatang J

Seru deh,,doing some research..ini dan itu..hehehe as always I’m a needy type of girl..

Sambil nge list sambil meng-amini semoga semuanya bisa tercapai J amiiin..

Dari sma aku emang selalu bwt list apa ajah yg aku mw,,dan Puji Tuhan most of my dreams come true J mulai dari study abroad sampe my dream to work in Singapore..

Hehehe..jadi daritadi kepikiran,,5 taun mendatang what will happen to me?

What am I gonna look like?where will I be?udh ketemu si calon suami belom yah?

5 taun kan ngga lama yaah..orang perasaan kemaren baru ajah sweet 17an tau”Tahun ini udh mau 21 ajah..4 taun lewat cepeeeeeeeeeet bgt bgt..

Dan udh banyak bgt yg terjadi selama 4 taun ini yah..msih keinget bgt gimana pusingnya dulu mau pilih jurusan kuliah..mulai dari kedokteran,,actuary(jurusan paling unik yg pernah aku daftar hehehe), accounting,, teknik industri,, dll..

Sampe akhirnya tau”jadi anak IT,,dan puji Tuhan lagi skrg udh lulus J

Bisa senyum”sendiri jg kalo inget dulu putus cinta nangis”di rumah..hehehe..sekarang putus cinta?masih nangis jg c..for that thing kayanya msh belum berubah yah..hehehe..

Kalo 5 tahun yg lalu papah yg bayarin aku sekeluarga jalan”ke Eropa,,semoga 5 taun lagi giliran aku yg bs bawa 1 keluarga kesana lagi J amiiiiiiiiin..

I’m always excited deh kalo disuruh ngelist wish list gini..

I am a dreamer!!:) and I love it!!

5 taun lagi ada reuni SMA kali yah?

Temen2 udh pada kaya gimana yaaah ?sekarang ajah udh pada beda2..

Semoga 5 taun mendatang kita semua udh pada jadi orang sukses yaah J

Oiya tadi my lovely rumet telvon,,katanya udh diterima di Metro TV J

Selamat yaaaaah sayaaaang..can’t wait to hear another good news from all of my friends..

Si ini udh kerja di situ di itu udh kerja di sinii..duh udh pada hebat”deh J

Kemaren di facebook jg aku br lyat one of my friend ada yg skrg udh buka café sendiri..ada yg udh punya magazine sendiri juga J

Kayanya dl ngga pernah kebayang..temen main”ketawa ketiwi sekarang udh pada jadi wanita2 dan pria2 karir..hehehe..

ada quote nya si cinderella yg bikin aku ngga pernah bosen bwt mimpi :)

“A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes” – Cinderella

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbows will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

besok mw print my wish list trs mau di tempel deh di kamar byar jadi semangat setiap hari :) :)

I thank God for what I am today..and I know who hold my future is only You Lord :)

I want to become an Early Riser

I want to become an Early Riser

Sugestian banget deh aku ni orangnyah..
Jadi ceritanya udh 1 minggu ini buku andalanku,,The Secret..
Ketinggalan di rumah temen..dan semenjak aku baca The Secret itu aku ngerasa bgt deh kehidupan aku berubaah bgt..aku ngga pernah bangun kesiangan..di kantor selalu happy..
Di bus selalu dapet tempat duduk..tyap pagi pun selalu dapet the first train I saw..
Well I can say since I read that book my day always run so smooth..

Eh pas buku aku ketinggalan itu yah..udh 1 minggu ini aku bangun kesiangan terus..
Hari ini ajah smpe ngga mandi langsung cabut ke kantor saking kesiangannyaa,,
Kalo udh kesiangan bangun trs ngga bangun bawaannya udh betee bgt deh di kantor..
Udh ngerasa dekil bgt ajaah..(si cubiclemate hari ini lucu bgt lagih pake polo item!aah sebeel)
1 minggu telat berasa bgt deh hari”tuh ngga sehappy byasanya..di kantor abis lunch pasti bawaannya ngatuuk melulu.. :’(
masa Cuma gara”ngga ada buku itu sii..sugesti doank kaan pastiii?

Gara”itu tadi aku nanya Mr Google jg deh akhirnya..gimana c byar bs bangun pagi tyap hari..even ketika my great book ketinggalan..hehehe..ternyataa..tips”nya sebagai berikut:

1.  Have a reason to get up
     well my reason will be,,soalnyaa kalo bangun pagi trus keramas,,sempet ngeblow rambut..sempet dandan,,sempet pilih”baju (this one really time consuming) naah kalo semuanya itu SEMPET seharian  ngerasa cantiiik..jadi seneeng terus..hehehe..owkay that’s my greatest reason!:D

2.  Ignore your first reaction.
   This one I think is so true..since alasan kenapa telat bgn even udh set up 3 alarms at night is because my first reaction when all of those alarms ring are always either “I need the rest” or “ooh It’s too early”..hehehe..jadinya telat terus deh bangunnya..
Yaudah deeh mau coba deh starting next week I will alert myself to ignore all my excuses to wake up early..

3.  Another 10 mins is a trap
Nah Mr.Google is also so damn true nih this time..hehehe since tyap kali udh kebangun pasti bilang..10 menit lagii deeh..(my ex roommate pasti tau bgt ni kalo bwt excuse yg kali ini)..hehehe udahannya yg ada bablaaas…

Those three tips siyh yg kayanya paling kena dari semua jawaban Mr.Google..
Next week no more little miss late deeh..
Harus bisa bangun pagiiiii!!

keep dreaming

It's office hour..and yes..I'm blogging!x)hehehe..seriously yaa my office gets emptier n emptier day by day..secara chinese new year is so coming soon,,jadi everybody's leaving..so in my team ajah only left with me and one of my colleague..the others udh on leave semua gitu for almost 2 weeks..and the greatest part is..my manager seems like forget to give me another task before he left..hehehe..so here I am today,,blogging..tapi yaah since (tetep)takut ketauan,,jadi I'm writing it inside my programming codes..jadi if someone pass my cubicle they will think I'm writing some code or something!xp(let me print screen my desktop to show it!)..

topic of the day apa yaah..errm pas tadi di MRT kan bengong"gitu yaah..jadi kepikiran..gila yaah manusia yg stratanya seperti saya,,pagi"udh harus banguun..mpet"an in the train,,trus ntar after work still need to packed ourself in the train..I was thinking,,last night I saw photos of some of my friends,,yg kehidupannya sepertinya super not ordinary..in all the photos they look so damn happy(that's what I see la)..

she has this all out-of-my-reach bag,,their dresses are so damn gorgeous,,they travel to europe,,kingdom's life if I can say..padahal they are about the same age like me..when here I am everyday need to do the same thing over n over again,,mpet"an in the train like a sardine,,take overtime at the office,,makan mix rice everyday,,bt still can't afford her regular item..then the thoughts come,,mereka pada dapet duit darimana yaah?they're not even working gitu..jadi last night I google their name,,and found out..they are anaknya si bos ini,,cucunya si itu,,dan lain lain..yah for conclusion they r born to be rich like richie rich..rasanya kaya apa yaah?:)

tyap mau beli hermes bag tinggal langsung comot,,sedangkan gw kemaren masuk ke Prada store gitu(ngecekin bwt temen),,langsung amazed gitu..koq ada yaah yg punya the same bag gini in many colors(that's what I saw in my friend's FS profile)..kayanya gw aja bwt beli 1 tas itu harus nabung 2 bulan gaji,,tapi harus puasa sebulan kalo mw beli..he3..

I guess i need to work harder to reach that level..since I'm not paris hilton,,I think the only way to have all that easiness in this world for people like me is either to work a bit harder or to marry 'anaknya si ini' atau 'cucunya si itu'..he3..however..i still feel so blessed with what all I have now :)I can feel gimana enaknya beli sesuatu with our own money yg didapetnya tu dari one super set(bangun pagi",,mpet"an in the train,,overtime at the office),,dan pas lyat barang yg udh dibeli tu rasanya gimanaa gituu..sampe mau meneteskan air mata(mulai lebay deh!xp)tapi beneran loh,,kayanya seneng bgt gitu..Tuhan emang adil yaah,,bwt orang"yg kaya gw ajah mskipun belom dikasih kesempatan untuk merasakan jadi richie rich,,tapi Tuhan boleh kasih perasaan yg berbeda :)

kalo kata rumetku dulu c,,msti bilang alhamdullilah terus cha..yes yes..I feel so blessed :)and I thanked God for all this huge blessings :)well travelling around the world?LV,,Prada,,Gucci,,Dior,,Hermes all of you wait for me!you are all in my dream-list :)and I won't just sit here day dreaming.. ayoo cha ttp berdoa,,semangat kerjaa!nabung!sekolah lagi..and hope all our dreams come true :)

Happy chinese new year everyone!!