After 30 years I still don't know why am I here in this world? 

Living day by day without a clear purpose for someone like me, who plan every small little thing sometimes can be depressing..

For Holidays - I plan where I want to go, where to eat, what to wear, etc..TO MAXIMIZE ALL THE TIME I HAVE AND LOOK GOOD IN ALL MY PHOTOS

For Kid's Birthdays - I plan at least 3 months in advance, the theme, the invite, the cake, the goodiebag, etc..TO HAVE THE COOLEST BIRTHDAY THAT HE WILL REMEMBER FOR LIFE

For Work - I plan what I need to achieve, what skwho I need to talk to etc...TO BE THE BEST EMPLOYEE AND GET ALL THE PRAISES

But what about for Life?  Why am I here? What do I need to plan to achieve my purpose of life?

I Love the feeling of being in love..
From the time cupid brought into my eyes a stranger, the anxiety to get his attention, the excitement when he finally notice my presence, butterflies in my tummy, all the long interesting talks, sharing secrets and laughter, the warm hugs and sweet kisses...

Until..
one or both of us get bored..
one or both of us get angry..
one or both of us get sick with the hugs & kisses..
one or both of us then said.. let's be stranger again..

And let me tell you.. the pain is beyond unbearable

So when you fall in love, embrace it..
Cherish every single moment you have together..before your time is up..