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$$$$$$

I've been working for 10,5 months now..
I've done some little saving for my further study plan(I'm planning to take my Master degree after I work for 2years)..
and tonight I finally know the exact $$ that I need to catch my dream..
I need AUD$ 22,800 only for my 1 year course..and I guess with living expenses and so on I should at least have $30k on hand..and I was so surprized!-_- why is it so expensive to study..hiks

Now I need to think how to get that much at the and of next year..If I just continue my monthly saving like what I'm doing I think I won't be able to reach that amount..
And how can I earn more?
I am now working from 9 til 6..and it's not enuff..
what can I do after that time to earn more?should I work during weekends?
I don't dare to do investment during this period T_T huhuhu..then what can I do?I need more $$ to get my Master degree!!! T_T

It's (REALLY!) not easy to be an adult..really proud of my mom&dad,they never complained any of these when I took my degree..if mom and dad can,,I think I can pass this hard time as well :)
ok I think I need to stop complaining about what I have and for now, I think I can only pray,,work harder,, and save more!:)

I know God has a wonderful plan for me :)
I shouldn't be worried by this :) :)
I believe I can get my dream..I'll do my best and let God do the rest :)

the sweetest thing



One pink rose, one honeydew, and one double cheese burger (without pickle)
hang on my door tonight..
how can't I stop grinning?:)
He might be one man who has a difficulty in saying "I love You" ;p
i love u chalayaaaaa..and if I can say it easily it doesn't mean I don't mean it..
bcoz I really do ;)
Thank you for loving me..

xoxo,,

-si rewel-

i am a mess

why i always screw up on relationship?
why is it so hard for me to admit my mistake,,
and instead of saying sorry here i am crying like a fool..
As always now my dark thoughts r taking its part (again!)
now I'm thinking..it might be better for him without me..
I just want to make him happy..
and if with me he only feels anger and pain..
maybe it's time for me to move aside..

25 must-visit countries

Today my colleague just went back from her trip in Japan,,listening to her stories really tickle my holiday mood..Another colleague is also going to Korea next week..Hohoho..seems everyone is going for a gateway trip these upcoming months..

So I’ve decided to check MOM website for 2009’s public holiday..And what cheered me is next year’s Chinese new year fall on 26-27 January (Monday-Tuesday) which means I can get a very nice long weekend..yohoooo!!should I go home,,or go travalling again?>.<

Then I asked Mr.Google straight away,,what is “25 must-visit countries”?

And below is his answer:

  1. Australia
  2. Bali/Lombok* (come on it’s not a country laa!it’s INDONESIA sir..)
  3. Brazil
  4. Canada
  5. Caribbean
  6. Chile & Easter Island
  7. China
  8. Egypt
  9. France*
  10. Great Britain
  11. Greece
  12. India
  13. Italy
  14. Japan*
  15. Morocco
  16. Nepal
  17. New Zealand
  18. Norway
  19. Peru
  20. Russia & Belarus
  21. South Africa
  22. Spain
  23. Switzerland*
  24. Tanzania
  25. USA

(*) Country I’ve visited

Source: http://www.amazon.com/25-must-visit-countries/lm/1JRAAES6NSMG8

I’ve visited 4 must-visit countries..hehehe not so bad :D

When can I visit the other 16 (I take out 5 countries I think I'll visit only if no more interesting place in this world ;p)?err..in 10 years..amen!:D (people said, must always set a target right?:D)so being optimistic I want to visit Australia & New Zealand next year..

Superchaca needs to save more!! :)

p.s. it's less than 2 months to my HK trip :)

my new baby viewty

yesterday I dropped my dear communicator into pieces in the bus to vivo :'(
huhuhu..well actually it was in a 'critical' state for quite long time before, and finally 'she' cannot take it anymore and finally dead -_- not much I can do..bun"said it's so "parah"(read: superterrible)..well goodbye my commie,, may u rest in peace..thanks for these few years together :)

Tonight I've been googling around looking for quite affordable but still cute handphone..
(killing time since my bun"is in malacca now,, so i didn't go out for dinner and not much to do)
and luckily I've found this one cute hp from LG ;)

its features are super cool (for me :p)..it's a touch screen phone, 5MP camera (the best part is it has a front camera as well!xD really suitable for a camwhore like me), and it has a baby pink color skin ;)

Tomorrow I really need to take my ass off of the office at 6 sharp..need to go to singTel shop asap..he3 hopefully I still can get the pink color(crossed fingers) if not then no choice i have to take the black one -_-

I've booked it via internet, just need to grab it tomorrow..I really can't wait :D
viewty the cutie ;)



I don't like OT(who does?!-_-)

I can't sleep..huhuhu..
buns" is sick T_T and he's been complaining bout his headache since yesterday..
and the worst part is,, I still stayed back today(and I still couldn't finish my job -_-)..
why didn't I go home early and visit him?!?stupidos!
tomorrow need to go home on time and visit him..
get well soon sayang :) :)

random thoughts

Can't believe I've been working for 9 months now..
The clock is ticking soooo fast..Have I learned loads of things this 9 months at work?
Do I love what I'm doing now?
What am I going to do next?
When do I want to take my master degree?Have I prepare for it?
Arrggh..those kind of Qs keep popping..and I can't even satisfy myself with my answer..

Honestly, last time back in uni, I don't really enjoy programming..
But now that's the thing that keep me living T_T so ironic..

If not bcoz of the supernice environment at my office I don't think I can go home everyday without tears..I thank God for very kind and helpful colleagues I have :) :)
I've heard many terrible stories from my friends about their workplace,,one of my friend has a boss who loves to shout everyday..there is another whose colleagues r not fun to go out,,and so on..
I need to work this sunday to complete my application so better I stop talking bout work..

oiyaa wanna share bout my double date last weekend in KL..
it was superduper great..
my parents love him :D :D I think this december my parents r coming to sg again,,so hopefully will have another superduper double date ;) yeaay!

another good thing is this october I'm going back to Jakarta..yeaay!xD
my mom called me this morning said my siblings miss me,,hehehe so she told me to book a ticket ;) I've booked my ticket for 24-27 october :D he3 it will be my 5th time in this year I go back home :D

HK tickets also have been paid :) So now it's confirm confirm! I'm going to HK this december :) :)
I can't stop grinning every time I think about Disneyland :) :)

When I'm getting crazy bout works, this is what I do..
thinking bout my holiday ahead :) :)

one last random thoughts:
I REALLY LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!
I thought after my last broke up I won't be able to feel the love again, but here I am..IN LOVE!
what I adore about him is no matter how boring my story is he always smile and listen..THere was this one day I was so stress bout work and I told him bout all this programming things..hahaha can't believe he kept listening patiently and even gave me the 'logic' solution to solve my bugs..
i heart you my WALL-e :) :)

December please come fast!

I just came back from Travel Fair at Singapore Expo..
and yeaaaaaay I've paid the down payment for my Super HongKong trip :D :D
managed to booked hotel,,flight,,city tour,,Disneyland trip,, and everything with only S$913!
good price right?:)

I'm going to HK for 4Days 3 Night in December!yeaaaaaaaaaay!
can't wait can't wait!
and to make it even better I'll stay at Disneyland Hollywood hotel for 1 night!
oh God I can't stop smiling :)

counting the days til 5th of December 2008 :)

weekend after payday :D

my TGIF(riday) Plan:
1. Watch The Mummy with my colleagues
2. Beautysleep time :)

my TGIS(aturday) Plan:
1. Wake up around 9 :D
2. Blow dry my hair + homemade face-masking time ;)
3. Branch @ Din Tai Fung orchard
4. Bookworming @ Borders and find the easiest GMAT book (err GMAT for Dummies?;p)
5. Go to NATAS Travel Fair 2008 @ Expo
6. Namira's bday @NYDC Orchard

my TGIS(unday) Plan:
1. Wake up late :D
2. Mass @ Dhoby Ghaut
3. our usual happysunday+camwhoring thing,,haven't heard from the EO (read: mira or ika ;p) yet..hehehe


SUPERCHACA loves weekend!!:) :) :)
especially when it's after the payday..hahahaha

Planning my year-end holiday

it's almost august..which means,,we're getting closer to December :D
holiday is so coming sooooon!!:) :)
that's why the first thing I do when I reach home is google-ing,
and I've found one good news..that there will be this travel agent fair,,event held by NATAS..yuppiee..
definitely will go there with bunskie after he came back from his short trip to Phuket :D

Actually I think I've decided where I want to go,,it's just I need to go to that fair and find the cheapest package!!so that I can save and shop more!xD hahaha..

HongKong will be great I guess ;) since the price is still affordable and I think visiting The Happiest Place on Earth() would be a perfect place to take picture during Christmas season :) :)

I really can't wait til friday and go to the fair..I really can't stop grinning :D browsing through zuji.com,,travel.priceline.com.sg,,disney.com.hk and lots lots of pages..yeaay!xD (fyi I'm playing Jingle Bells song right now,,hahaha to spice up my holiday mood even more!:D)

Tonight will pray hope bunskie can get a job soon,,so that by December we can visit HK together with my family as well :) :) amen..


Anyone want to plan your holiday?better come to the fair,,here is the detail:

NATAS Holidays 2008

Date: 1 – 3 August 2008 (Fri – Sun)

Time: 1 Aug 2008 (Fri) : 12hrs – 9.30pm

2 – 3 Aug 2008 (Sat – Sun) : 10am – 9.30pm

Venue: Singapore Expo

Admission Fee: S$3.00 (inclusive of GST)

Children below 12yrs – Free

Website: www.natastravelfair.travel

i love cannie :)

since (finally) I got CaNNIE(my dearest camera from daddy) it's like a big no no for me to waste my weekend doing nothing at home..I want to go out and the most important thing is: CAMWHORING!xD hehehe..

Yesterday I went to this Beatnic Picnic party,,event held by Zouk,,which I think wasn't so happening tho..
But again,,thanks to cannie,,any place can be fun if I bring her along..hehehe..I took some(yes yes not so much this time) pictures there :)
actually i'm blogging coz currently i'm uploading it on my facebook ;p

only 30 mins enjoying Beatnic Picnic and we went to Clarke Quay afterwards..this time me n my team went for drinks at Forbidden City..I was dancing whole night and as a result i didn't go to city today,,just went to Harbour Front to take my bus ticket..yeaaay i'm going to SUNWAY in the next 2 weeks :) :)

Oyaa,,tomorrow I'm going to IKEA with my church friends,,sure will take lots of pictures tomorrow :D can't wait!

MY DEAREST CaNNIE







goodbye my almost lover..

i'm listening to this, "Near to you - A fine Frenzy"..and suddenly i'm feelin so mellow.. one feeling that i always try to hide from everyone..I always want to make people think that I'm super,,i'm always happy,,always cheerful,,but to be honest..lately I was trying so hard to PRETEND like i'm ok..

one man who means a lot for me,,i can say just DUMP me..he went to another place in the world which is so far far away..I know actually things never work between us,,bt i don't know like there is still this thing,,which makes me still hanging and hanging there which makes me stuck on him for almost 6months..

well couple of days ago he left..and yes,,as I predicted I only got ONE single message from him.. everyday i pretend as if I'm ok,,i don't need him to send me sms or whatever.. but then like a fool..every minute i keep checking my cellphone over n over again,, wishing that there will be one new message..lame lame lame and a waste of time!

now I think i should stop being a fool..I need to move on..

I know it won't be instant,,and i think i'll need to pretend like i'm ok for couple more days (or maybe couple of weeks)..but i have faith that i'll manage to heal all the pain soon :) :)

goodbye my almost lover..

p.s. for someone,,wherever you are,,i'm wishing u all the happiness in your life :)

:) :)

i want to update my last blog..
my 21st is not that bad..it's sweet and nice :D
i thought none of my colleagues know about my bday..
but then this lunch time,,surprisingly they brought me a cake ;D

i prayed last night to be surrounded by someone who love me,,and here they are the gift from God :)
my friends..thank you..i couldn't ask for more :)

many people said 21 is a very special age..
that's why if you go to hallmark or preciousthots u'll find a special deck only for
"Happy 21st Bday" cards..So is turning 21 is really a big deal?
FYI i'm officially 21 today..and what i can say is not my favorite bday..
my sweet17 is so much better..or my other birthday with my friends are so much much better..
but my 21st?oh u better don't  ask..


last nite i went to the muvi with a friend of mine,,he's on a business trip in singapore for a week..
we watched sex n the city, one muvi that reminds us how important friends are in our life :) (which make me feel even worst abt my bday actually)..
after muvi we went to starbucks chit chat this and that until 11.30 then i decided to go home,,wanna be home on my bday..
but then it was raining and as usual most of the cabs in singapore don't want to go my house area..
i was waiting in the rain and like almost 12 i finally gt a cab..
i was crying like a baby last night..my worst bday,,no family,,no friends,,just me and the taxi driver..
what make me feel even worst one man who is my closest friend of mine now,,jz message me happy bday and said he's going to sleep..
PERFECTO!


i called my sister afterwards, make me feel better she said she's about to call me :)
and she wake my mams,,paps,,and brother up..they r like trying to cheer me up back there :)
love love love you guys to the max!!
i reached my place around 12+, i wipe my tears and in a hurry go up want to sleep and pretend like it's not my bday..and I'll be fine (doesn't really work that way)
but then surprisingly..in front of my door there he is!:) :)
with a cake and one big paper bag (i know my gift is inside ;D he3)..
a man that i really want to see on my birthday :) thank you.. i think i smiled damn big last night when i saw him :D
he was wearing my favorite shirt of his..a t-shirt with a word SUPER on it :) :)
I think he's the only one i like about my 21st bday :) my best gift for my 21st.


As a result of not so perfect bday, i was so lazy to wake up this morning..
i want to sleep the whole day so that 11th june can fastly change to 12th..
but then i have one application to port today,,and I can't just skip it bcoz of my bday..
i'm 21 now,,must be more responsible right?must act like a mature..
it was raining this morning (don't know why last nite it was raining and this morning also,,sigh is it really my bday?!)
I was rushing and taraaaaaaaa,,i slipped..yes i fell down with my heels for a thousand times..
I stand up,,clean my dress and smile :)
I'm not dreaming and I'm 21!well now I must face the cruel world..i'm not a little girl anymore..
so no more time to cry..i think SUPERCHACA is about to change now :D


so here i am at the office with no one knows it's my bday..
it's just the same day as yesterday .. trying to get used to it .. and now i feel better :)
turning 21 is not a big deal for SUPERCHACA..hehehe..


Happy 21st bday Superchaca :) :)


Before I sleep last night I prayed and thank God for giving me another year :) and what I ask from HIM is..
i only wish i'm not alone and i'm surrounded by those who love me..i think that's all that i want for my birthday..
I want to love and to be loved :)


Special Thanks to:
Affin Alkindi - for the surpize,,the very nice hazelnut cake,,the hug,, and the gift :)


Mamah - thanks for the camera :) :) hehehe..


Ombay - yg hari ini umroh dan mau doain aku dari sana :)


Reza Irawan - thaks for the call last night :) even this year is without your 'happy bday mbing' song..he3..really appreciate u called :)


Chanti - my dearest rumet yg menelvonku di pagi hari :) me miss u berry much!


and those who send me bday texts and wishes:)


Thanks for the love :) you are my reasons to live..

my apes day turned to be my luckiest day

owkaaay..it's 12 plus already..udh super capeek..tapi harus nulis blog dl..
soalnya tadi bener"dapet banyak hal yg klo ngga dicatet skrg ntar psti lupa..well for short hari ini the BEST OT ever..lembur paling bermakna..he3..td my manager abis kerjaan beres gitu share a lot of things yg for me siih..kaya tamparan keras byar gw tuh sadar..tadi dya kasih tau gimana c byar bs dapetin mimpi"kita dengan memaksimalkan apa yg kita punya..

di blog"sebelomnya gw pernah tulis ttg all of my dreams this and that..tapi setelah tadi gw baru sadar,,gw mimpiii doank..usahanya ngga ada!!gimana my super 5 years plan bs jd kenyataan kalo gw kaya gini terus..gw mulai kerja tanggal 14 Januari dan sekarang udh tanggal 3 juni..berarti udh hampir 5 bulan yaah..tapi kalo ditanya,,berapa tabungan yg saya punya?jawabannya MINUS! -_-

padahal punya 1 goal yg harus dicapai dalam waktu 2 tahun yg amat sangat penting untuk menunjang mimpi2 gw yg lain..tapi koq duit bs defisit gini!
mau jadi apa kalo gw kaya gini terus?i think udh saatnya for me to WAKE UP!
and I know that I CAN START to change my life from now :)
kayanya ada alasannya deh kenapa gajian bulan ini baru masuk tanggal 3 which is terribly late..
Tuhan lagi kasih blessing :) lagi mau ngingetin kalo gw punya banyak mimpi yg harus gw wujudkan (which is a LOT bigger than dresses, bags, or shoes) dan sampai saat ini gw belom ada effort to reach my dreams!

errm around next week I'll be 21 :) which means,,udh bener"harus mikir bwt masa depan..tadi sempet kepikir nyeseel deh 5 bulan ini bener"ngga dapet apa"..tapi skrg g nyesel lagi :) bulan kemaren udh bs kasih mamah half of my salary and it feels SUPER!:)seneeeeeeeng bgt..mskipun skrg bokek..dan mulai bulan ini..aku mau coba tips"yg baru gw dapet dr koko tadi :)
I think I must try to read more about investment, insurance, savings and all of these things this weekend..

padahal kemaren ngerasa jadi orang paling apes sedunia,,secara udh lagi bokek..tau"bank ada masalah jadi salary telat masuk..tapi bener"deh malam ini I feel so blessed :)
I thank GOD for letting me face this..I thank God for letting the bank delayed my salary,,I thank GOD for such letting me stay back at the office tonite so that I can listen to my manager's advice :)

TUHAN baik bgt c!!:) :) I LOVE YOU LORD!


special thanks to: my manager ko Christian,,yg malam ini udh bener"ngingetin aku..kalo 100k also starts with $1 :) if I can start now..I'm sure I can reach my dreams :)

library is only for geeks?

kalo pas diindo ada yg nyamperin terus nanya,,dimana letak national library berada pasti gw bakal kalang kabut deh jawabnya..since semenjak lulus SMA udh g pernah ke perpus yg ada di indo lg..pas SMA jg itu pas pelajaran agama doank d..kalo ngga psti bawaanya males deh ke perpus..(kenapa yah koq gw kaya anti bgt sama perpus?)

dulu pas SD gw sering nginep di rumah nenek gw nah,,di deket rumahnya (dulu) ada perpustakaan nasional..dulu gw sama sepupu"gw sering kesana minjem komik..pas SD c sukanya minjem serial cantik..terus sepupu gw yg cowo pasti minjem tin-tin kalo ngga asterisk..seinget gw dulu c perpusnya agak"dusty gitu..soalnya kalo abis dari perpus pasti asma gw kambuh..hehehe..jadi kalo pulang dari perpus psti d msti minum obat..(sepertinya ini salah 1 penyebab gw malas ke perpus)

trus pas kuliah di KL jg ngga beda jauh..library is (STILL) like a sacred place for me..tapi frekuensinya mulai bertambah c dibanding pas SD dan SMA(tp tetep g beda jauh kenaikan rekuensinya ;p) kalo pas kuliah gw psti ke library around week12-13 deh..pas musim mw exam,,kalo udh gbs belajar di kamar..baru deh ke library..eh eh gw baru inget..pas semester terakhir gw agak rajin deh week"awal gw kalo malem suka ke library,,review pelajaran gitu..canggih abis..(tapi yah g bertahan lama..kayanya g sampe 1 bulan deh niat mulianya..hahaha..tapi terus my roomate yg suka membaca (tidak seperti saya) menemukan bahwa di library bisa pinjem"filem..he3 gara"itu intensitas ke library jg jadi sedikit meningkat pas kuliah..intinya msh belum menyukai perpus c..

nah teruuus surprisingly..semenjak di singapore yaah..gw suka bgt deh yg namanya ke library..sampe"kalo lunch nih pasti gw hobby ngajak)dengan sedikit memaksa hehehe) cubiclemate gw Irawan ke perpus (soalnya dya yg punya kartu member he3 jd gw bs nebeng minjem). Asli deh perpus di singapore sih kerennya poooll!!kayanya kalo suntuk tuh bs dijadiin my so-called "superchaca's comfort zone".

Tapi ini tidak terjadi secara instant,,dulu gw selalu menganggap si cubiclemate gw ini agak aneh karena suka bgt ke library..gw sampe bingung ngapain c koq klo lunch suka ke library..emang c kantor gw itu g gitu jauh sama salah satu national librarynya singapore..eh terus yg tetep bikin dl gw tambah bingung dya bilang tyap weekend dya selalu ke library..and I was like,,puhleaseee..library?ngapaiiiin c weekend di library?koq geeky banget!(oke"di pikiran gw dulu library tuh cm bwt geeks,,i know I'm wrong!)


tapi begitu pertama x gw diajak si cubiclemate gw ke library..I was like..WOW!kaya gini yah librarynya?ini tampak depan library yg ada di deket kantor gw..


keren kaan?dalemnya apa lagi..no wonder deh kenapa si cubiclemate suka bgt yah ke library..his favorite c comic section..but for me..directly gw ke magazine section..gila semua imported magz ada ajah looh..dan yg jadi my 1st-thing-1st tuh majalah Hair nya UK..he3 sukaaa bgt..dya suka kasih tips"gimana cara blow rambut..dll..buku"self motivationnya jg banyaak yg bagus"looh..gw pernah baca buku ttg diet (itu termasuk self motivation kan?) he3 ok2 I'm still me yg ngga (belom) suka baca buku"berat..tp at least skrg kan udh ngga anti library :D udh mulai baca dikit"..udh punya Borders member card lagi (he3 niatnya c mau beli buku setiap bulan..diaminin deh niat mulianya cha!xD)


terus"back to library thingy,,tadi abis OT dari kantor gw ke library yg di esplanade nemenin si onyet belajar..dan yg ini sih librarynya super looh..keren gilaaa..kaya lagi di mana yaah..hard to describe deh..so cozy..so warm..bikin mau stay so long disana deh..oiyah FYI library disini is so high tech gitu..pas mw minjem buku dl gw sempet gaptek bgt gtw gimana caranya..since gw bingung banyak mesin"gitu orang pada queue tp gw malu mau nyobanya..he3 jadi gw nunggu si cubiclemate gw deh..ternyata kalo mw minjem kita msti msukkin kartu kita ke mesin itu trs buku yg kita mau tinggal ditaro di atas tap nya ajah gitu..keren abis (apa gw doank yg norak yah?xp) di dalem ngga boleh foto"c..jadi cm bs foto dari pintu depan deh..

oiyahh lupa bilang,,di library yg Esplanade yah jg banyak film"yg bs dipinjem :D duh kayanya yg library Esplanade ini bakal jadi mw fave library..tadi belom sempet explore banyak c..soalnya udh mau closing time gitu pas dateng..tapiii yaaah kayanya c tadi library itu ada yg beda soalnya ada cowo lucu yg lagi belajar yg berhasil gw foto dengan ngumpet"..(tapi abis difoto ngambek dya)..he3..kalo baca pasti GR deh si onyet dibiling gw lucu..


onyet lg belajar serius ;p

well for conclusion,,library is not only for geeks!!it's a fun place for people with different interests :D yg kaya gw bisa ke section magazine lyat"baju apaa sih yg lagi trend tips"rambut laah and all the girls stuff,, yg kaya my cubiclemate bs ke comic section,,kalo msh ada my dearest roomate dya psti seneng ke dvd collectionnya yg banyak abiis (library kampus lewat chan!xp),,nah yg kaya si onyet bs ke study roomnya belajar dengan tenang (mskipun tadi agak terganggu dengan keberadaan orang norak kaya gw he3)..so if u can't find me @Orchard on weekend,,probably gw lagi lost in library..(tp for this weekend find me in the office yaah..kerjaan belom selesai"..hwaaaa wish me luck guys sabtu minggu harus ke office lagi T_T)


A truly great library contains something in it to offend everyone. ~Jo Godwin


my super bucket list

Gara"weekend kemaren ntn film a bucket list yg keren abiiis dan sangat meaningful,

hari ini aku terinspirasi utk ngelist my wish list bwat 5 taun mendatang J

Seru deh,,doing some research..ini dan itu..hehehe as always I’m a needy type of girl..

Sambil nge list sambil meng-amini semoga semuanya bisa tercapai J amiiin..


Dari sma aku emang selalu bwt list apa ajah yg aku mw,,dan Puji Tuhan most of my dreams come true J mulai dari study abroad sampe my dream to work in Singapore..

Hehehe..jadi daritadi kepikiran,,5 taun mendatang what will happen to me?


What am I gonna look like?where will I be?udh ketemu si calon suami belom yah?

5 taun kan ngga lama yaah..orang perasaan kemaren baru ajah sweet 17an tau”Tahun ini udh mau 21 ajah..4 taun lewat cepeeeeeeeeeet bgt bgt..


Dan udh banyak bgt yg terjadi selama 4 taun ini yah..msih keinget bgt gimana pusingnya dulu mau pilih jurusan kuliah..mulai dari kedokteran,,actuary(jurusan paling unik yg pernah aku daftar hehehe), accounting,, teknik industri,, dll..


Sampe akhirnya tau”jadi anak IT,,dan puji Tuhan lagi skrg udh lulus J

Bisa senyum”sendiri jg kalo inget dulu putus cinta nangis”di rumah..hehehe..sekarang putus cinta?masih nangis jg c..for that thing kayanya msh belum berubah yah..hehehe..


Kalo 5 tahun yg lalu papah yg bayarin aku sekeluarga jalan”ke Eropa,,semoga 5 taun lagi giliran aku yg bs bawa 1 keluarga kesana lagi J amiiiiiiiiin..


I’m always excited deh kalo disuruh ngelist wish list gini..


I am a dreamer!!:) and I love it!!


5 taun lagi ada reuni SMA kali yah?

Temen2 udh pada kaya gimana yaaah ?sekarang ajah udh pada beda2..


Semoga 5 taun mendatang kita semua udh pada jadi orang sukses yaah J

Oiya tadi my lovely rumet telvon,,katanya udh diterima di Metro TV J

Selamat yaaaaah sayaaaang..can’t wait to hear another good news from all of my friends..

Si ini udh kerja di situ di itu udh kerja di sinii..duh udh pada hebat”deh J


Kemaren di facebook jg aku br lyat one of my friend ada yg skrg udh buka café sendiri..ada yg udh punya magazine sendiri juga J


Kayanya dl ngga pernah kebayang..temen main”ketawa ketiwi sekarang udh pada jadi wanita2 dan pria2 karir..hehehe..

ada quote nya si cinderella yg bikin aku ngga pernah bosen bwt mimpi :)


“A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes” – Cinderella


Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbows will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

besok mw print my wish list trs mau di tempel deh di kamar byar jadi semangat setiap hari :) :)

I thank God for what I am today..and I know who hold my future is only You Lord :)


I want to become an Early Riser

I want to become an Early Riser


Sugestian banget deh aku ni orangnyah..
Jadi ceritanya udh 1 minggu ini buku andalanku,,The Secret..
Ketinggalan di rumah temen..dan semenjak aku baca The Secret itu aku ngerasa bgt deh kehidupan aku berubaah bgt..aku ngga pernah bangun kesiangan..di kantor selalu happy..
Di bus selalu dapet tempat duduk..tyap pagi pun selalu dapet the first train I saw..
Well I can say since I read that book my day always run so smooth..


Eh pas buku aku ketinggalan itu yah..udh 1 minggu ini aku bangun kesiangan terus..
Hari ini ajah smpe ngga mandi langsung cabut ke kantor saking kesiangannyaa,,
Kalo udh kesiangan bangun trs ngga bangun bawaannya udh betee bgt deh di kantor..
Udh ngerasa dekil bgt ajaah..(si cubiclemate hari ini lucu bgt lagih pake polo item!aah sebeel)
1 minggu telat berasa bgt deh hari”tuh ngga sehappy byasanya..di kantor abis lunch pasti bawaannya ngatuuk melulu.. :’(
masa Cuma gara”ngga ada buku itu sii..sugesti doank kaan pastiii?


Gara”itu tadi aku nanya Mr Google jg deh akhirnya..gimana c byar bs bangun pagi tyap hari..even ketika my great book ketinggalan..hehehe..ternyataa..tips”nya sebagai berikut:



1.  Have a reason to get up
     well my reason will be,,soalnyaa kalo bangun pagi trus keramas,,sempet ngeblow rambut..sempet dandan,,sempet pilih”baju (this one really time consuming) naah kalo semuanya itu SEMPET seharian  ngerasa cantiiik..jadi seneeng terus..hehehe..owkay that’s my greatest reason!:D


2.  Ignore your first reaction.
   This one I think is so true..since alasan kenapa telat bgn even udh set up 3 alarms at night is because my first reaction when all of those alarms ring are always either “I need the rest” or “ooh It’s too early”..hehehe..jadinya telat terus deh bangunnya..
Yaudah deeh mau coba deh starting next week I will alert myself to ignore all my excuses to wake up early..


3.  Another 10 mins is a trap
Nah Mr.Google is also so damn true nih this time..hehehe since tyap kali udh kebangun pasti bilang..10 menit lagii deeh..(my ex roommate pasti tau bgt ni kalo bwt excuse yg kali ini)..hehehe udahannya yg ada bablaaas…


Those three tips siyh yg kayanya paling kena dari semua jawaban Mr.Google..
Next week no more little miss late deeh..
Harus bisa bangun pagiiiii!!

keep dreaming

It's office hour..and yes..I'm blogging!x)hehehe..seriously yaa my office gets emptier n emptier day by day..secara chinese new year is so coming soon,,jadi everybody's leaving..so in my team ajah only left with me and one of my colleague..the others udh on leave semua gitu for almost 2 weeks..and the greatest part is..my manager seems like forget to give me another task before he left..hehehe..so here I am today,,blogging..tapi yaah since (tetep)takut ketauan,,jadi I'm writing it inside my programming codes..jadi if someone pass my cubicle they will think I'm writing some code or something!xp(let me print screen my desktop to show it!)..


topic of the day apa yaah..errm pas tadi di MRT kan bengong"gitu yaah..jadi kepikiran..gila yaah manusia yg stratanya seperti saya,,pagi"udh harus banguun..mpet"an in the train,,trus ntar after work still need to packed ourself in the train..I was thinking,,last night I saw photos of some of my friends,,yg kehidupannya sepertinya super not ordinary..in all the photos they look so damn happy(that's what I see la)..

she has this all out-of-my-reach bag,,their dresses are so damn gorgeous,,they travel to europe,,kingdom's life if I can say..padahal they are about the same age like me..when here I am everyday need to do the same thing over n over again,,mpet"an in the train like a sardine,,take overtime at the office,,makan mix rice everyday,,bt still can't afford her regular item..then the thoughts come,,mereka pada dapet duit darimana yaah?they're not even working gitu..jadi last night I google their name,,and found out..they are anaknya si bos ini,,cucunya si itu,,dan lain lain..yah for conclusion they r born to be rich like richie rich..rasanya kaya apa yaah?:)

tyap mau beli hermes bag tinggal langsung comot,,sedangkan gw kemaren masuk ke Prada store gitu(ngecekin bwt temen),,langsung amazed gitu..koq ada yaah yg punya the same bag gini in many colors(that's what I saw in my friend's FS profile)..kayanya gw aja bwt beli 1 tas itu harus nabung 2 bulan gaji,,tapi harus puasa sebulan kalo mw beli..he3..


I guess i need to work harder to reach that level..since I'm not paris hilton,,I think the only way to have all that easiness in this world for people like me is either to work a bit harder or to marry 'anaknya si ini' atau 'cucunya si itu'..he3..however..i still feel so blessed with what all I have now :)I can feel gimana enaknya beli sesuatu with our own money yg didapetnya tu dari one super set(bangun pagi",,mpet"an in the train,,overtime at the office),,dan pas lyat barang yg udh dibeli tu rasanya gimanaa gituu..sampe mau meneteskan air mata(mulai lebay deh!xp)tapi beneran loh,,kayanya seneng bgt gitu..Tuhan emang adil yaah,,bwt orang"yg kaya gw ajah mskipun belom dikasih kesempatan untuk merasakan jadi richie rich,,tapi Tuhan boleh kasih perasaan yg berbeda :)


kalo kata rumetku dulu c,,msti bilang alhamdullilah terus cha..yes yes..I feel so blessed :)and I thanked God for all this huge blessings :)well travelling around the world?LV,,Prada,,Gucci,,Dior,,Hermes all of you wait for me!you are all in my dream-list :)and I won't just sit here day dreaming.. ayoo cha ttp berdoa,,semangat kerjaa!nabung!sekolah lagi..and hope all our dreams come true :)


Happy chinese new year everyone!!

it's (almost) weekend

How can I describe today?At first it was superduper good..I managed to finish my 2nd project on time (I thought)..saking udh pedenya dengan project yg udh jadi sebelum lunch,,abis lunch santai"di kantoor..ngeliat"in orang yg lagi repot..he3 nyamperin meja vivi..bolak balik wc..udh pede bgt deh sama projectnyaah..secara tumben,,ngga ada error"yg keluar dan everything looks fine bgt :D

I can't wait to show it to my manager!!byar bs pulang early :)

Tapi berhubung dya lagi ada meeting dan baru balik almost jam4..jadi baru bs show ke dya sore deh..so then here it comes,,my nightmare of the day..pas my manager came (errm his initial is EA),,langsung deh aku samperin dengan pede ngajak dya ke ruang UAT (testing room gitu)..baru jg click click dikit,,langsung deh komen"berdatangan..disuruh ganti ini dan ituuu..padahal itu udh soree!!x(hwaaa..

langsung tegaaaaaaaang..deg"an..lemes deh..balik ke meja..menahan air mata..berusaha konsentrasi..tapi gagaaaaaaaaal..project yg aku bwt kaya salah total gitu flownyaa..harus ulang dari awal tapi udh ngga tau musti ngulang dari mana..pdahal hari ini niatnya pulang early..mau ke IMM sama temen"kantor (niatnya)..Mau buat tapi pikiran udh butek bgt..dibikin ulang errornya malah jadi banyaaaaaaaak bgt T_T..dan aku ngga mau kerjaannya besok msh blm selesai dan jadi harus stay late hari jumatnyaa..jumat mau pacaraaan!sabtu kan pacar udh balik ke jakarta 2weeks,,jadi aku bakal ditinggal..jadi tadi tetep berusaha duduk tenang gitu..satu persatu temen"kantor udh pada gugur pulaang..

One of my colleague,,Jenson malah ngajakin main pool coba..ngga tau apah aku mukanya udh kaya orang stress gitu T_T..lyat jam,,udh jam7..yg sisa di kantor tinggal GANK INDO!he3..bener"deh yg ada di kantor tinggal 4 orang indo sama shirley+annee..jadi dari yg tadinya serius para orang"indo mulai rusuh..pada stress..bisa keliatan deh yaah,,either the indonesians in our office itu super rajin apa lelet kerjanyaa..hehehe xD

Soalnya hari ini kan gajian,,jadi pada cek balance via ebanking gitu,,si vivi marah"soalnya ngga dapet bonus..he3 dari yg tadinya serius udh deh aku ikutan berhaha hihi..sampe"si Shirley bilang "I feel like I'm working at Indonesian Office u know?"..hahaha..sampe ngga enak sendiri gitu..

well secara udh ngga produktif lagi kita para GANK INDO memutuskan untuk ke Vivo City,,mau refreshing a bit gitu..padahal udh malem dan besok itu masih FRIDAY,,which means belom 'wajar' kalo mau keluyuran secara besok pagi masih harus masuk..

Nunggu bus nya ajah udh lamaa bgt..alhasil nyampe ke VIVO udh late bgt..sempet ke Toys R Us si beli mainan gitu si Irawan&Andre..si Andre beli itu tuh cube yg bisa diputer"warnawarni yg kaya di film pursuit of happiness,,trus secara otak programmer yah..dya bilang mau main gituan soalnya penasaran,,bs ngga buat algoritmanya..hahaha aku langsung ngakak dengernyaa!

Abis checked out from TRU then kita dinner di Superdog (he3 SUPER loh!xp),,akhirnya makan makanan yg layak jg..he3 tyap hari makan mix rice melulu,,secara abis gajian jadi semuanya kaya ngga mau makan di food court gitu..

Pas makan kita ngobrol"..ngomongin orang"kantor yang pada SUPER bgt kerjanyaah..ngomongin si ini dan si itu..dan especially ngomongin kenapa kita ngga dapet bonus pas chinese new year..hehehe..semua senasib gitu ngga ada yg dapet bonus..terus nebak"umur orang"di kantor (tetep donk aku paling muda!xp)..pokoqnya tadi seruuuu bgt deeeh..ngga sadar udh jam11 gituh,,kita langsung buru"ke MRT takut miss the last train..semua langsung kepikiran hal yang sama,,"apa besok MC smua yah kita?"he3 dasar INDO!xp

Well,,with them I can say..my day wasn't so bad :)

"Friends are the sunshine of life."
-- John Hay (1871)

how to spend your first salary?

I woke up terribly late today..It's 8.30 already when my friend called and woke me up..padahal jam segitu byasanya udh nyampe kantooor..jadi yaudah lah yah langsung telvon admin bilang MC..

Actually udh dari kemaren di kantor udh ngga enak badan c,,sampe when my senior manggil2 berkali"jg ngga sadar..jadi kemaren di kantor totally kaya tiduuur ajah gitu..dikira pingsan,,bangun"dikasih panadol deh di kantor..disuruh pulang early sama my supervisor yg namanya Christian,,katanya udh kaya org pingsan!jadi akhirnya kemaren pulang early jg deh..jm7.30an udh di rumah :) tapi tetep ajah pulang gbs tidurrrr..T_T

tadi pagi alarm udh dipasang dari jam6..sebelom tidur udh niaat bgt..baju"udh digosok udh tau besok mau pake baju apah..eh tapi pas alarm bunyi yg ada kepala beraaaaaaaat bgt bwt bangun..masih lemes T_T..pusiiiing..jadi yaah hari ini ngga masuk deh..niatnya I want to sleep whole day gituu..tapi ini abis minum susu yg ada jadi ngga ngantuk sama sekali...aah..aneh..mau bersihin rumah tapi masih males jadiii ngga tau mau ngapain jadi kepikiran "how about writing a blog?"

okeh"sekarang tanggal 29 january,,which means 3 hari lagi udah gajiaaan!xD

duit udh tiris miris..supply dari mamah udh menipis..he3 tapi untung 3 hari lagii!x)gimana yaah rasanya dapet gaji pertamaaaa?i really can't wait..yg namanya capeee bgt ampir tyap hari pulang jm10-11 malem akhirnya terbayar jg..ho3..

dulu pas mau masuk kerja pertama kali..my most wanted item to buy tuh,,errm either PSP pink atau NDS pink yg sungguh menggoda hati..he3 tapi sekarang udh akhir bulan..malah udh ngga ada niat bwt beli lagi..kaya sayaang..kapan sempet mainnya yah?pulang rumah udh maleem bgt..cape,,tidur..weekend waktunya melihat dunia luar..he3..jadi kapan mainnya kan yaah?!so it ends up buka"ebay..looking around bwt meningkatkan nafsu konsumtif ku yg sudah hampir sebulan ini terpendam..he3..

Bt until that 3 days come..cuma bs LIAT" ebay deh..the only entertainment I have..