After 30 years I still don't know why am I here in this world? 

Living day by day without a clear purpose for someone like me, who plan every small little thing sometimes can be depressing..

For Holidays - I plan where I want to go, where to eat, what to wear, etc..TO MAXIMIZE ALL THE TIME I HAVE AND LOOK GOOD IN ALL MY PHOTOS

For Kid's Birthdays - I plan at least 3 months in advance, the theme, the invite, the cake, the goodiebag, etc..TO HAVE THE COOLEST BIRTHDAY THAT HE WILL REMEMBER FOR LIFE

For Work - I plan what I need to achieve, what skwho I need to talk to etc...TO BE THE BEST EMPLOYEE AND GET ALL THE PRAISES

But what about for Life?  Why am I here? What do I need to plan to achieve my purpose of life?