keep dreaming

It's office hour..and yes..I'm blogging!x)hehehe..seriously yaa my office gets emptier n emptier day by day..secara chinese new year is so coming soon,,jadi everybody's leaving..so in my team ajah only left with me and one of my colleague..the others udh on leave semua gitu for almost 2 weeks..and the greatest part is..my manager seems like forget to give me another task before he left..hehehe..so here I am today,,blogging..tapi yaah since (tetep)takut ketauan,,jadi I'm writing it inside my programming codes..jadi if someone pass my cubicle they will think I'm writing some code or something!xp(let me print screen my desktop to show it!)..

topic of the day apa yaah..errm pas tadi di MRT kan bengong"gitu yaah..jadi kepikiran..gila yaah manusia yg stratanya seperti saya,,pagi"udh harus banguun..mpet"an in the train,,trus ntar after work still need to packed ourself in the train..I was thinking,,last night I saw photos of some of my friends,,yg kehidupannya sepertinya super not ordinary..in all the photos they look so damn happy(that's what I see la)..

she has this all out-of-my-reach bag,,their dresses are so damn gorgeous,,they travel to europe,,kingdom's life if I can say..padahal they are about the same age like me..when here I am everyday need to do the same thing over n over again,,mpet"an in the train like a sardine,,take overtime at the office,,makan mix rice everyday,,bt still can't afford her regular item..then the thoughts come,,mereka pada dapet duit darimana yaah?they're not even working gitu..jadi last night I google their name,,and found out..they are anaknya si bos ini,,cucunya si itu,,dan lain lain..yah for conclusion they r born to be rich like richie rich..rasanya kaya apa yaah?:)

tyap mau beli hermes bag tinggal langsung comot,,sedangkan gw kemaren masuk ke Prada store gitu(ngecekin bwt temen),,langsung amazed gitu..koq ada yaah yg punya the same bag gini in many colors(that's what I saw in my friend's FS profile)..kayanya gw aja bwt beli 1 tas itu harus nabung 2 bulan gaji,,tapi harus puasa sebulan kalo mw beli..he3..

I guess i need to work harder to reach that level..since I'm not paris hilton,,I think the only way to have all that easiness in this world for people like me is either to work a bit harder or to marry 'anaknya si ini' atau 'cucunya si itu'..he3..however..i still feel so blessed with what all I have now :)I can feel gimana enaknya beli sesuatu with our own money yg didapetnya tu dari one super set(bangun pagi",,mpet"an in the train,,overtime at the office),,dan pas lyat barang yg udh dibeli tu rasanya gimanaa gituu..sampe mau meneteskan air mata(mulai lebay deh!xp)tapi beneran loh,,kayanya seneng bgt gitu..Tuhan emang adil yaah,,bwt orang"yg kaya gw ajah mskipun belom dikasih kesempatan untuk merasakan jadi richie rich,,tapi Tuhan boleh kasih perasaan yg berbeda :)

kalo kata rumetku dulu c,,msti bilang alhamdullilah terus cha..yes yes..I feel so blessed :)and I thanked God for all this huge blessings :)well travelling around the world?LV,,Prada,,Gucci,,Dior,,Hermes all of you wait for me!you are all in my dream-list :)and I won't just sit here day dreaming.. ayoo cha ttp berdoa,,semangat kerjaa!nabung!sekolah lagi..and hope all our dreams come true :)

Happy chinese new year everyone!!